Gwen writes,
"Much of what happened post-college to Jos and I calls to mind a Cat Stevens song, "On the Road to Find Out". It's upbeat, and it's about leaving one set of experiences in search of another. Jos's thrill of discovery of the future came through in nearly every communication we had. "On the Road to Find Out" is long-winded for a chapter title, and I don't think Jos was a big folk music fan, but it does come to mind...."

Popster writes,

Two years before Jos died, he wrote "The Utility of Belief". It begins recounting disillusionments in his life; then it progresses to his new found job satisfaction. Finally, Jos writes of his love for Gwen.